'I didn't know'

I didn’t know how good you were
I didn’t know how you made others feel

I felt left out
I feel so sad

I feel I’ve lost a friend
I didn’t even know about

It hurts
It's building knots in me

It was burrowing holes deeply
I was lying to my self

Its surging
Through and through

It taught me a lesson
Always remember to watch out

Always be on top of things
Always see what the latest details entails

The newest buzz around
But never judge

Have you ever seen love?
Have you ever cried for love?

Have you ever been loved?
Unconditional love?

I’ve seen it and I feel I've missed out
It’s sad really

That’s the way I feel
But alas, my lonely days are numbered

Soon gone, soon, in awhile
I feel as if I’ve been knocked from above

It's really sad
I feel down

I wish I’d known
I wish I’ve done more

Now it’s too late
Nothingness, I guess?

That’s a shame
I now only have memories

But it will last me for a life time
There is something about this

It makes me want to get it
Family, friends and all

Precious, just too precious
Don’t miss out

Be strong and stand out
For you and for me

For the extreme
For all and one

It’s a hole in one
It matters

So, just go on and watch
A legacy unfolding

Please do..
Please do..

Joy C